Our dentist to Miriam: "I am going to take a look at your teeth"
Soren right after: "look teef"
Soren is our little mimic at the moment. He tends to repeat the last few words he hears, especially with Byron. Bub has a little echo all day long. Bub: "Can we watch a show Mom?" Soren: "Show....Mom?" and then I say yes because they are both so darling! AND then they gallop up the stairs together with glee saying "sanks Mom!" and my heart gets all mushy.
I want to remember how Soren loves to watch Miriam's soccer games and every once and awhile yells "Go Mee-am!". Byron, the entire game will be searching for bugs, rocks, or watching the clouds.
I want to remember how entertained Bub is by bugs right now. He found two fire bugs he thought were mating, I simply said I thought he was right (we watch lots of national geographic around here so I wasn't too surprised to realize he knew what that word meant). Well he was right, we have a terrarium full of baby fire bugs! He has been watching our caterpillars turn into chrysalis' and charting their progress in is "scientific journal". Today he found a spider that scared him, but I calmly helped him catch it (way to go me!!!). He hasn't stopped watching it, he has such patience when it comes to science and nature. He is calm, and hilariously funny, he is a joy to have around.
I am extra proud of our Mee-am lately.
A good opportunity has opened up for her, but it's something she will have to do alone. She will enter into the unknown without her close friends to gather strength from. She is a worrier by nature, and a pleaser so I wouldn't have been surprised if she had refused to take the plunge.
She said to me the other day "I am scared, and sad, but I am glad you made me try and I want to do it"
Today, the boys and I did all our errands riding in the Madsen.
The elementary school, the library, Target and back home. It was so therapeutic, the whole time I was thinking about my blessings. No matter how unsatisfied I am with my body I am so grateful I am strong and can ride for miles on a bike. No matter how many irritating things occur (washing machine on the fritz) I am so grateful for the convinces in my life that allow me to attend soccer games rather than wash clothes by hand all afternoon. No matter how obnoxious neighborhood drama becomes (HOA living is hard) I am grateful for the wonderful neighbors and that we live in a safe, beautiful area. It was just one of those days that no matter how many things went wrong (we have a cavity to fill) I wouldn't choose to be anyone else, I wouldn't choose to be doing anything else and I wouldn't choose to be doing it with anyone else.
That sounds like I am a regular Pollyanna, but those who know me know better. Far to often I "tend my garden of lack". Today just wasn't one of those days so I wanted to record and remember it. I want to re-read this post on days when the irritating vacuum, failed diet, and bemoaning kids get the best of me.
Because really, even on my worst days I am glad I get to be apart of it all.